also, rain would be lovely

Oh my god, you guys, I am so sick of summer.

I keep having these surreal moments where I hallucinate cool autumn winds, and then realize it was just the air conditioning and feel like I'm losing my mind. And whenever I read a story or watch a movie set in winter, with snuggly scarves and coats with the collars turned up against the cold, I have this horribly visceral sense of pining. It's really quite awful, and kind of sickening.

I JUST WANT A COOL BREEZE, OKAY. IS THAT REALLY SO MUCH TO ASK.