Goddamn it.
One thing. I just had to do one thing today--write my fucking paper--and I can't even do that. And now the media center is closed, so the only movie I have to work with is my copy of Singin' In The Rain, which means I can only do two of the prompts (if I even end up writing tonight, which isn't looking good, considering that I'm feeling that urge to curl up around my laptop and watch TV coming on), neither of which particularly grabs me.
And I feel stupid about everything I've said to people today, online and off, and I never called my sister back because I'm a bad person, and I feel stupid moping about when things aren't really that bad. I don't even seem to have enough aspiration to be really depressed and angsty about things, I'm just...mopey.
( Here are the prompts, if anyone has an idea I could shamelessly steal for my paper )
One thing. I just had to do one thing today--write my fucking paper--and I can't even do that. And now the media center is closed, so the only movie I have to work with is my copy of Singin' In The Rain, which means I can only do two of the prompts (if I even end up writing tonight, which isn't looking good, considering that I'm feeling that urge to curl up around my laptop and watch TV coming on), neither of which particularly grabs me.
And I feel stupid about everything I've said to people today, online and off, and I never called my sister back because I'm a bad person, and I feel stupid moping about when things aren't really that bad. I don't even seem to have enough aspiration to be really depressed and angsty about things, I'm just...mopey.
( Here are the prompts, if anyone has an idea I could shamelessly steal for my paper )